I'm sick of all the changes. Everything is one big constant change for me. Some people told me that once you have kids you need to start hanging out with other parents because your old friends will change. I was like yeah right. But now that it has happened for me...I should have listened. I have literally seen the change! Some of my old friends have actually gotten this look on their faces when they see me coming. it's like oh god here he comes! Are the kids with him? Is he going to talk about baby stuff? I have even seen some start walking off the other way!

Going over? Forget it! Some avoid me like the plague now not wanting young children in their houses. not that I can entirely blame them with the way Jasmine and Dominic can act some times. Still...show a friend some respect. I'm, tired of everytime something happens in my life I have to start all over. Starting all over is utter hell. Well I made my choice and I'm raising kids now so I guess if I have to start over...I have to start over.